Peace of mind!

create a favourite spot in your home.

create a favourite spot in your home.

I think I find it funny that the last time I wrote was about giving them a piece of your mind. Letting it out and show that you were not blind.But then you never know in tomorrow what will you find. In a month you can turn blind. By that  I don’t mean literally but by this world that you have been racing behind. This heart of yours constantly reminds. But from one thing to another through out the day… you don’t have time?

So you struggle day by day… just few minutes to yourself … just some thoughts… just to make sense of what is really on your mind. Running from one thing to another, keeping yourself together that nine to five grind. You complain to yourself, others around you and they try to be kind. But where is that peace of mind?!

You leave one thing for another, try to fit it all and a thought from the past runs through your mind. Where once you wanted to be busy, you wanted a routine, you got what you wanted? Oh wow? Your God is Most Kind (Surah Al-Hajj). You still have the nerves to sit here and complain that you don’t have time? When you once wanted it all, why are you so blind?

Being grateful for it all is where you will find that peace of mind. What you have been searching for, what your heart to you is trying to remind. Sometimes to get peace of mind you need to give yourself a piece of your own mind. Because truly your God is Most Kind. He is Most Kind.


Those two

those two and me.

those two and me.

There are certain people in your life that leave prints on your heart. Most important are the ones who you first see when your life starts. Their love is unconditional they always hold your hand. Although it might take you some time in your life to understand. When we were little we want to grow up. While we grow old they also grow old. We get so busy with our lives and don’t realize that they are the real “gold”. They work so hard to get us everything we want.  Always wanting the best for us but never to demand.

They are old now and it hurts my heart. I stare at the wrinkles on their faces and hands. But in front of me with the same smile on their faces they stand. There are some times in your life that makes your realize. What they mean to you and what they have sacrificed. One of those times is when they leave you for a while. You hear their voice calling you in your dreams you miss their smile. Then once they come back you go back to the same. Taking it all for granted back to this world’s game.

I remember when my dad held my hand in the dark. The time I was lazy and my mom used to finish my homework. What about the time when with my dad I went for long walks. Remembering everything you know with them happened your best talks. Since I was the only daughter my dad always took the time to play with me those games I drew on the side walk with chalk.

Both of them always happy in your success. Seeing that you made them happy with something … that feeling so blessed. One of those times when I realized was when I had to choose. The hardest decisions are those in whichever way you go you lose. I used to think of it as that but that wasn’t even the case. I took a stand for where I came from and won because I finally realized that my parents were my base. I finally realized that after God my parents were the most important. I was asked to leave them and go for love. I asked myself would that really make the One happy who is above.

Let’s leave the past and talk about today. It’s been few hours only that my dad flew away. He’s gone for 3 weeks and I really can’t wait. I miss him already it feels like something is missing… that feeling I hate. But these days are here to make me realize. That nothing in this world is going to last forever and all these attachments are one day going to break.  It is to teach me what my dad means to me and to appreciate. They love you million times much more than you love them if only you knew.

But the truth is that my heart smiles the most when I look at my parents together and my heart says “those two”.

words of love

you hear them and feel like you’ve been blessed from above
to some it gives an interesting topic to talk of…
to others it may be a waste of time to even think of…
look back at your own life collection
how many times you fell for those words of affection?
we may not admit but i think its time for that confession
if i know you then it may make a connection
remember the perfection,the objection and then rejections?
but lets not hide those mistakes and corrections.
we call ourselves smart but when do we use that brain
we are also stupid enough to let these words play a game
not once not twice but again and again
we say it won’t happen but it’s always the same
it gets better for a while and then comes back to it again
these words know how to make us rise and fall… what a shame
two words of love would make our heart melt.. yeah thats lame
these words break us off and they are the ones to fix it all again
then when we fall one more time why don’t we exclaim?
we don’t learn and see where the other is about to aim
once a mistake second time is being stupid…
are you willing to live with that name?