Its been a year since you walked your way. Its been a year since the struggles never left your way. Its been a year since you are keeping it silent when you have so many words you want to say. Its been a continuous struggle each and every day. Its been a year since you have been giving the biggest smiles to everyone you meet along your away. You are tired you are falling you are struggling but you have continued to pray. So be patient because the reward of those who do good (Surah Hud) will not be lost away. All those sacrifices you made will count one day. It will all get better sooner or later .. but maybe not today. You want it all back sometimes what you lost along the way. But just know that nothing is here forever to stay. The night comes but after that it is a new day. Where you already walked away from there is no going back to that place. But that past will stand in front of you again in the future some day. Make yourself strong so you can stand straight on that day. Prepare your words because you will have so much to say. Because remember an year ago it wasn’t you but they who walked away.